Hello Crohn's and MS:
I wanted to write you because I felt compelled to. I have been Dx with MS for 11yrs, but am sure I have been living with it for 17yrs. I am now 34yrs, and am going to have my first appointment with a gastro-neurologist to discuss my symptoms, which my Family Dr thinks the symptoms are probably either crohn's or collits. I am having anxiety over this, as I am now at home full time due to the MS becoming too disabling to work full time. The urgent trips to the bathroom, and the opps, and just making it in time has not been helpful either. So, with that being said, in one of your first posts, you stated that you are having a difficult time with remembering names, etc. Well, what I just found out this year is that, this part of MS. Welcome to the world they do not always share with us. I did a lot of research and found a wonderful writer of two books, who also is living with MS. His name is Jeffrey Gingold and his first book was reaffirming that I was not going crazy, that this "stuff" was actually happening to other people. I lost my job as a Social Worker, and he had to give up his job as an attorney. His first book is called, "Facing the Cognitive Challenges of Multiple Sclerosis", and his second book is called "Mental Sharpening Stones", which also has exerpts from other individuals living with MS, and professionals. I had the opportunity to listen to him speak at a local MS Society Workshop, and it helped empower me, and reinforce the realization that I am not going crazy - this is just one of the many unwanted symptoms that reminds us that we do indeed have MS. However, do not let it ruin us, learn to try to overcome and deal with the "road bumps/blocks", and some helpful ideas are in his second book.
Now, having to go through a possible new Dx, I am stronger, but as a single mom with two young, healthy, active school aged boys, I feel guilty as well. I can not go out and do the fun things I want to. I can not go on the fun rides at the park, waterpark, and avoid Great America. For me, I keep faith, and know I have a guardian angel. I hope and pray every day for cures, and am glad that now, we can continue stem cell research. I think that when doors close and things happen, they do indeed happen for reasons. I think that if I was not Dx with MS, I would not be who I am today, but there are days - like the days I can not find the post office, can not go out to ride bikes with the boys, etc, but then, I am compassionate, and have more of a desire to be more vocal. A voice to stand up for our rights, etc.
So Ms. MS and Crohn's, hang in there and do not give up. It is indeed, one day at a time, but you have been blessed with a beautiful daughter, as I have been blessed with two beautiful boys. Life has something grand in store for us. We must keep our eyes open for it, so please, take care of yourself, and yes, this does suck, and self pity is allowed once in a while, but do not let it rule your life. Please check out Mr. Gingold's books, as I think you will find them as helpful as I have. You will more than likely have to special order them, as I had to, but totally worth the read, wait, and money. Best money I have spent in a LONG TIME. Also, last piece of advice, look into a Gastro-neurologist. I know your neurologist is probably wonderful, etc, but a Gastro neurologist is a specialist in the Crohn's aspect.
Take care of yourself, as better days are ahead,
Shamrockgal
P.S. did not use spellcheck, as I am learning how to use my laptop, etc.