Nanners - as always I appreciate your comments, but I think I may have not communicated my thoughts well enough. I
will be starting maintenance meds (probably Pentasa) after my colonoscopy in September. I finished a long course of Flagyl just before I went on my hols and now have around 2 months of (in my head) getting a 'baseline'. Otherwise how would I know what is down to the Crohn's and what is down to side effects of tablets, something I've eaten/can't tolerate any more or stress-related etc ? If I start taking other things as well (e.g. pro-biotics, vitamins, stool softeners etc) how will I know what is helping or not and if I stop taking them/miss doses can this have a bad effect. I take my thyroid meds every day but have gone several days without before now and not noticed an effect (I'm on quite a high dose) so I want to be more sensitive to my body without being obsessed.
So many things have changed since being admitted to hospital in March - not just external and internal body function but diet, activity, relationships, ability to do my job in the same way etc. I am trying to get a little bit of control back and probably going through a grieving process for life before March - it wasn't always a healthy one (smoking, junk food, excessive working) but I wasn't worryng what I could eat, what pains were, whether I should arrange an important meeting for the morning or afternoon 'just in case' and so on. Whilst this may seem small change compared to what a lot of people are going through this is a big deal for me.
In the UK we don't have the same level of access to information or doctors that you have - I'm proud of having free healthcare but it really restricts choice and ability to get answers unless things are serious. I just spent 3 days without a BM and was getting worried it was an obstruction (mechanical or otherwise)- I couldn't even begin to know what an internal fistula would feel like and would only know through my annual check up?
So.......this forum is a Godsend but only if 'simple' or lowel level of disease activity questions can be asked and answered.
Didn't mean to go on but it's hard trying to get answers and I don't want to feel I can't ask questions here