Haha - the lone mushroom drain expert - I like that title!! You are so right; it’s all about being prepared. If you can get as much info as possible beforehand, you are less likely to freak out, because you are prepared for it to be tough. I know the feeling of wanting answers and searching without finding anything useful….. I wanted to know what it would look like and how it would feel. I woke from my mushroom surgery crying and in pain and asking for morphine (they left me to wake up lying on my ‘bad side’!) and I was in tears, asking the nurse what it looked like, how big it was, where it was, because I needed to be ‘prepped’ before I had the guts to look at it. Even then, when I got up the nerve to look the next day, I was freaked, after seeing the length, size, the stitches. I wanted it OUT! This crazy big foreign tube! I felt like a robot! But you learn that it is working, it is there for a reason, it is your friend even though it is uncomfortable….. You’re so right fallcolours, sometimes you have to just be as tough as you can be and keep your chin up. Being at work I think helped me with that, because I didn’t have time to wallow and feel sorry for myself, even when I really wanted to. I hope this helps somewhat Frogelita….. it is well worth it but you just have to be ready. I didn’t know how hard it would be, I thought setons were tough, but I know I did the right thing, the sepsis was too deep for it to drain with a seton.