Posted 11/5/2009 8:54 PM (GMT 0)
I take pills to manage my anxiety as needed (xanax .25 mgs), and talk to friends, and read self help books. It is very normal to feel down. I feel that way too. First ulcerative proctitis, then c-diff, then crohn's, now I wonder what! I definitely feel like my life is way off the course that I envisioned, and feel completely overwhelmed and out of control. But thankfully with good friends, and family, I manage to keep putting one foot in front of the other. I definitely have had to accept that my life is never going to be what I thought it would be - but I am trying to make the best of the abysmal set of cards that we have been dealt.
Chip up girlie. Things will hopefully settle into a new normal. You will make it. In the meantime, don't feel bad about needing someone to talk to, or having to take some drugs to help you see the better side of life every now and then.
(((Hugs)))
PV