Posted 1/27/2010 4:30 AM (GMT 0)
thanks, my doc suggested belly breathing, etc. I need a spa day, but who can afford it with kids etc. I'm sure that would lift me for at least a day. I'm just saying I dont feel as though these docs are listening to me, really listening to what I have to say. I had an apt with a head doc last wk and he actually listened and actually realized that people dont know what we are going through. We look fine on the outside, except for the very thin or anemic. Yet in reallity we are not, our relationships are not the same our bodies hurt all over, we are extremely fatigued. Its so upsetting to know whats wrong, but not be able to fix the problem. I found out I had cd 5yrs ago in that 5 yrs my cd has spread, I hurt every day. I can deal with the stomach pain, I've had it all my life. Its the joint pain and fatigue that I can not handle. I so want to make a stand. I'm sick of people not knowing all that cd effects. We hurt and do not want to hurt anymore. I want to be a better mom to my kids, I dont want them to remember me in pain and so tired I could barely stay awake. I want to be the mom taking them here and there and teaching them to climb a tree, which I cant even do because my tendenitos in my foot will not heal.