Please help... I didn't where else to turn

Hi. I'm new to this whole thing and am really looking for someone to make me feel better cuz right now I feel like I'm losing my mind :( I first got sick back in march I went to the dr bcz I had a stomach ache for 5 days straight .. Ugh the d word that makes me feel like I'm dying. I have always bled while going to the bathroom for yrs my mother told me u probably have a fissure but this time my whole toilet was red I freaked out I've never lost that much blood going to the bathroom. So the dr told me based on my symptoms she thought it was crohns and I of course was like what the heck is that. anyways I ended up losing 10 lbs in 2 weeks I couldn't eat for over 2 weeks I ended up so weak someone had to come pick me up of my couch and take me to the hospital. I have dicyclomine for the stabbing pains which suck really bad but the cramping was constant I felt like I did a ton of crunches. I've always been tired all the time but I always chalked it up to low blood sugar. I feel like I have all kinds of weird things going and and everytime I google it crohns comes up. Besides the pain, cramps, and bathroom issues, I get migraines, get really dizzy and my vision gets really blurry and my eyes hurt really badly. I've had extremely bd heartburn lately which I've never had in my life it makes me feel like I can't breathe and now today my jaw hurts. I usually just have back and neck pain but my jaw? Weird. and my hands feel like the almost go numb the don't tingle it's a really strange feeling I. Constantly shake my hands out If I force myself to eat I majorly regret it so I've been trying to stay hydrated with powerade. Anyways, I'm back to not eating I've lost 22lbs since this whole thing started I go from being my fun bubbly self to being an "imposter" of myself as the guys at work call it I'm sick of being tired all the time and just all around feeling like crap and not myself I did have some testing done which came back negative but it was also done months after what I believe to be my first real flare up I have not hand an endoscopy done I am trying to wait till I get really bad again bcz I'm afraid they won't be able to find anything and I'm sick of feeling like a lab Rat I lost a ton of blood again in the last few days I'm only slightly crampy but I have all the other stuff my eyes and migraines are horrible and I have no desire to get out of bed I'm back to no appetite I wasn't big to begin with imbgoing to look sickeningly skinny if I lose anymore weight from this I've already has to gp buy new clothes I'm sorry for rambling my brain isn't working I feel like I have no concentration a 2 minute project today took me about 20 minutes and i can't connect my mouth with my brain I can't get words out of my mouth that I'm thinking I get really slurry idk if this is just from not being nurishes or what but I feel like I'm losing my mind I feel like 2 different ppl when I'm sick and when I'm not sick I had a tomato cucumber salad and ended up in excruciating pain the tomato made my stomach blow up so bad
I looked like my sister who was pregnant literally I was so bloated I could feel my skin being pulled again I'm sorry If I'm kind of all over this place but if anyone could give me there opinions on the situation I would greatly appreciat it I have the se symptoms as
a woman my mother works with but it took drs 5 yrs to diagnose her I know my body and I feel like crohns is what it is but I know it's difficult to diagnose I just need some support and reassurance from someone who knows what I'm talking about so that I can stop feeling like I'm craZy .. Thank u for taking the time to read my rant..any help is extremely appreciated!

Thank you for answering Ive had all sorts of test done my prob is I went to a colon rectal dr I need to find a gi specialist I just know that if ur not swollen they can't diagnose it so I think that because I was tested so long afterwards that it had subsided I started getting bad again on Saturday I've eaten a couple small things since then I had an apple which killed me so I'm guessing this is a secon flare? Idk I just don't want to feel Like I'm craZy anymore the newest things are
canker sores dry mouth swollen tongue and a skin tag from days of stomch issues gross. Does this sound like crohns to you. If I get reallyweak again I will go to the hospital I've thougt about it twice since Saturday morning but I'm ok for now

Try sticking to a liquid diet for a couple of days; broth, jello, coffee, tea, water, powerade, etc. It will help give your bowels a rest because no food will be moving thru them. Should help with lessening the pain, but maybe not if you are having spasms. Can you tolerate dairy? If so, you can add cream soups, ice cream, milk shakes, etc. Have you tried Ensure? It is a meal replacement drink which will make sure you are getting the nutrients and calories. Canker sores can be a sign of crohn's also, I used to get them when I was younger, but haven't had any in a long time. All the symptoms you are describing SOUND like it could be crohn's, BUT, we are not doctors. You need to get in to see one ASAP or go to the emergency room. If you are experiencing all these symptoms right now, it sounds like you are flaring, but again, only a doctor can diagnose you.

I was diagnosed pretty young, but I know a lot of people here have struggled with finally getting the diagnosis of crohn's, going to dr after dr, test after test, only to be told that it wasn't crohn's. As grumpygi said above, only you can take care of you. You have to be your own best advocate. Good luck to you!

Everything you say I have been through and it sounds like crohns to me but like was said above- we are not doctors. I often feel I am crazy because I have so many strange symtpoms but it all comes back to crohns for me. It is hard to understand unless you have been through it and so you need to know, I do understand and feel for you, as do the others who have been through this. I think you have to go to emergency NOW and get help- demand you get the help you need and don't leave the hospital. You could be making yourself worse by not getting the help you need as soon as possible. I know because I did that before and I got worse and spent a lot of time in hospital. I have all the things you mention, the cankers, the heartburn, the bloating, etc etc and especially what worries me is your bleeding. I was bleeding so much from my ulcers I was hospitalized and on blood transfusions for weeks SO I think again you need to get to emergency now. A GI is what you need but emergency can at least get you some fluid and get you feeling less dizzy. Crohns usually isn't lethal but it almost killed me twice- both times due to my feeling nervous about it and not seeking help soon enough. I was young and scared. I understand and again please go get some help asap.

good luck

B