So I have been living day to day using this forum as a way to get through and I have posted many questions and comments in a short period of time. I am not sure what I would have done over the last few weeks/months without all of you guys. This forum really is a safe place and a blessing. If I had not found you fellow crohnies during this flare, I am not sure I would have made it through so fast and with so much more knowledge of my disease.
I thought I would let you guys know that I started my full workload at full hours per week today. I eased back to work about 2 or 3 weeks ago and tried slowly to reintegrate into work after being off for a long time and being in a flare since Feb. It was my first flare in 12 years... and it has been a huge adjustment for me. I started Humera Oct 18 and I truely think (knock wood) it is working for me. The only side effect so far has been pain while the medicine goes into my body- that passes in a few minutes- and the fatigue is rough for the day of the injection, but otherwise I feel great!
Only about 7 or 8 weeks ago I was being rushed in for emergency colonoscopy.... now I am working, eating, gaining weight -albeit too much and too fast for my liking, I have always been the CD sufferer who keeps her pred. weight for a rainy day ;)- and having regular (although a bit C) BMs on a daily basis. No cramping, burning, pain, spasms, and in fact even my regular fatigue has almost disappeared.
Not sure if it is all the Humera but I have nothing else to thank. After months of being ignored by drs, of losing weight for no reason except CD, of being depressed, suicidal at times, and being unable to eat, having constant D, etc etc etc (you all know the story) I finally feel good!
Wanted to share that things can get better. I hope this helps some of you out there who are having a rough time find some hope. I know a few weeks ago reading these positive stories were helpful for me. Seeing my GI Dec 1- not sure when I will get another colonoscopy but hopeful the piles of deep ulcerations are healing up as we speak. My blood work is all back to "normal" range... wow- never thought I'd hear that- what is normal anyway? :)
Thinking of all you fellow crohnies out there and hoping this helps at least a little.
Thanks again for all the support over the past 2 months. I feel like a part of an extended family of people who truely understand the highs and lows of this DD
B