Hi,
Well a few days ago I just got out of the hospital -- 9 day stay. I had been having all kinds of extraintestinal complications (boils, EN, eye problems), and I went for a regular appt with my gi doc. I was feeling extremely tired that day, and he took my temp, and it was 104! I thought the thermometer was broken, but it wasn't, and he put me in the hospital. I went up to 104.6 the first night, and it was horrible the first few days -- shake and bake, they call it. I went on vancomycin and other strong antibiotics and finally got the fever under control, although I'm not sure whether we'll ever know for sure what caused it (blood cultures did not show infection, but I was already on antibiotics that could have masked it, could have been a CD fever, but it was so high and I wasn't even flaring that bad til I got to the hospital, or could have been a passing virus).
In any case, this was terrifying, especially since I am on cimzia, and you read all about how you can get fatal infections and all.... once the fever broke, they gave me IV prednisone, which worked well (it's the devil that I know.... still has tons of side effects, but took away my EN nodules right away). Now I'm out, exhausted, and recovering.
I feel like I'm done with TNF blockers and other immune tweakers. I got about one good year on remicade, but humira and cimzia never worked at all for me (not 6MP or asacol either, really), and if the benefit is near zero, the cost benefit ratio is too high. I don't want to do tysabri or clinical trials of other such drugs.
My docs make it clear that pred is not a long term option for me, and they are encouraging surgery. I'm not even sure exactly what kind, I think a full colectomy (my disease has never been in my small intestine that I know of, the gi stuff is all colonic, and up until a few months ago I was still indeterminate UC vs CD). I have an appt next week and will get more details. I am starting to think that surgery probably is inevitable.... I've been so sick the last few years. Right now it feels preferable to new drugs. Although, I know I'm in no shape to be making major decisions.
I'm wondering if anyone has any thoughts, words of wisdom, or whatever...... this is my third hospitalization in about as many years, but I was by far the sickest this time, and I'm still trying to wrap my mind around the whole thing. Thanks.