Last Friday I went in for my MR Enterography and I blew it! I went alone because my hubby had to work...and they got me into the machine, which really intimidated me when I saw it and was in it. And THEN the nurse comes back in and starts adjusting the pillows under and things around my head! I started to feel even more anxious and asked to come out. Once out I couldn't go back in! I am so embarrased. I'm not a panicky or emotional person, but I admit that I can't even lay in a zipped sleeping bag. I sat there completely overwhelmed and feeling like I was just going to cry uncontrollably! I apologized and said I just couldn't do it. Afterwards all I wanted was to get home!!!
To give myself a little consolation I will tell you that the whole situation was unusual and filled with things that could cause anxiety for me. My mom came to watch my kids and dropped my son off at school for me (he's prek so his first yr of school, first time having someone other than me take him). I also left my 7 month old baby with her which I've rarely done because she's my little sidekick and so easy to take almost anywhere. On top of that I got maybe 2 hours of sleep because the baby was sick. All in all a recipe for disaster! Then at the hospital they put my iv in and my vein went flat, awesome. So one nurse calls to another to 'save' it for her, ouch. That was enjoyable. What is it with needles? Some people can insert something painlessly, other people feel like they are skewering you!
So there you have it. I drank all the gunk, got in, got promptly out. Lol. Thankfully no one made me feel bad for it.
So, this friday is round 2. This time brought to you by Valium. I have never taken Valium before, does it work?? Oy vey. Also, will an MRI show IBD and inflammation? I have to have it before a pill cam to verify if I have a stricture or not, but was hoping that this can show more than just narrowing?
Anyone else had MRI's? (lol, probably most of you!) tell me it's not bad and that Valium wil bring success!
This time hubby comes, baby comes, and I go in medicated.
-Megan
Post Edited (Megpie) : 4/22/2011 9:18:08 PM (GMT-6)