Hi Lemon Lips,
I am going on 57 years with this disease. My husband passed away 2 years ago, so I, too, am a senior living in a quiet home. I think that is part of the reason we are depressed. It's bad enough to have this disease, and we coped when we had our family and responsibilities. Now, our homes are too quiet, we have too much time to think, and it's scary being really sick and all alone. I don't have any children, so I am doubly alone. I have developed some therapeutic hobbies to try to get me through the hard times. I always have books out from the library, I quilt and design quilts, and I paint. These are all hobbies I can do in the privacy and comfort of my home. But, we also have to have outside outlets to keep us connected to the world. I am working on improving those. I think we need to be kinder to ourselves and give ourselves some pats on the back. After all, we have survivied this disease with all its social and emotional issues as well as the physical pain for a long time and we are battle tested. So...here's to us!