I soo know the feeling. I think everyone on here has had this feeling at some point in their Crohn's journey. I've been seeing a GI since I was 18 months but when I "finally" got blood in my stools & lost my 85 pounds they were searching really quick like to find out what was wrong.
Just remember, you aren't crazy!! You know your body more than doctors! It may take a while to find the right med mix but you will eventually. Whether it takes a month or 18 months. You'll get there!