pb4 said...
Somedude, I highly doubt it burns out...can my luck really be that bad???? I've had this since my early 20's...I'm 45 yrs old now and my CD has been going strong all the way through...no full remission, no real descent kind of break from it in over 21 yrs now...I'm either allergic or non-responsive to the oral RX or not considered a candidate for Remi and Humira (god only knows why) and then I developed lactose intolerance AND IBS on top of my CD to boot...same crap, different piles and I'm darned sick of this disease and completely disgusted that in this day and age, not only is there still no cure, but the idiot researchers may have apparently been waisting time barking up the wrong tree...and the treatments are laughable and pathetic IMO...those side effects that are attached to those so called treatments, sound just as crappy as the disease itself.
Yeah, I'm completely pissed and have every right to be...this effin disease has been kicking my butt every day for over 2 decades, I've missed out on so much in life, even just simple things, I can't even go for walk outside for the fear of crapping my pants... it's put me through depression and anxiety and made me feel like life in general is such a waste of time when you can't even control your own poops for fear of added humiliation. And I know others have it worse and that pisses me off too.
I hate it and I'm sick of it already...enough is enough and it's getting harder all the time to try and stay hopeful and positive living like this.
Man, I agree with what you said 110%
You're so right, I wanna break things! lol
Post Edited (Somedude) : 8/10/2012 4:11:08 PM (GMT-6)