Hi Ellen,
Is there something specific you need help with or feel 'lost' about
? Or is it that you just needed to share your story with others that would perhaps understand what you went and are currently going through?
Sometimes this disease strikes with great aggressiveness and relentlessness, so I am very sorry to read about
that. You do however seem to have an upbeat attitude towards the ordeal - 'weird and wonderful' was an interesting descript
ion.
Others will know better, but I think there is also another forum somewhat specific to your situation:
www.healingwell.com/community/default.aspx?f=33. I believe there are a few others around your age on it that you might find helpful to speak with.