diagnosis of the chron's disease

I'm sorry, I wasn't around yesterday, so I didn't see this until today.

Please don't think about suicide. First things first, have you tried changing your diet at all? With Crohn's, typically some foods give more pain than other foods - usually fibrous stuff such as vegetables (particularly ones that aren't cooked until they are soft), salad, beans, popcorn, etc. Try following a bland diet (google low residue diet) and see if that reduces the pain. You're in India so you'll probably have to adapt it a bit - like plain naan bread, chapatis, or whatever. You could also give your guts even more of a temporary reprieve by going on a liquid diet. It's better done under medical supervision but not dangerous to go it alone provided you can make drinks with enough calories in them to keep going. (There's like literally thousands of recipes for smoothies, broths, etc. online.) The idea is that, once your guts are better and the symptoms have gone, you reintroduce solid foods very slowly and carefully.

So yeah. In the absence of a diagnosis or medication, try other ways of managing or reducing your pain for now. And do go back to your doctor.

so I got the Crohn jackpot.. I have Crohn and ulcerative colitis my ucersis isn't working so I start remicade Thursday.. Any pointers on what I should expect? If this doesn't work I'll need surgery.