blood in the toilet bowl

Since my surgeries I have nothing but diarrhea. I have had pain in the are of the anastamosis and if the pain continues into mid april when I see my Gi in 2 weeks i am going for some tests. Since increasing my humira back to 1 shot every week both my joint pain and abd pain have lessened a lot. Recently I have had either external hemmies or skin tags. When the area was painful I was using Rx ointment. I have noticed some of the swelling is gone from there. I had some d about an hr ago andmy d floats and is so thick the tp sits on top and doesnt even get wet til i flush. I usually have some thick whiteish what i assume is just vaginal discharge. Around that was blood red in color mixed in with the feces. I am due for my period but it hasnt started yet. when wiping the blood on the tp was mixed with feces and when the feces was 100% cleaned off so was the blood. What does this sound like? I am waiting for my GI to call back with my lab results from 3-17 and i informed of the blood when i left the message.

I have never had a hemmie bleed that much but I know that is normal to most that have them. The most 1 has ever bled on me was strictly on tp smaller than the size of a dime. I dont have the feeling of passing razor blades like I feel when I have internal hemmies. I am concerned as i stated before but the fact that me abd pain has lessened with the increase of the humira makes me a little less concerned. I have just had neg after neg thing happen CD wise since 8-06 that it makes me nervous with every little thing fearing the worst. I think with all the complications I have had that how I am nervous with everything is normal. If an external hemmie pops would that make the swelling instantly go away?