Bear with me for a few moments... I've been stressing out more than I usually do, so some odd things have struck me here and there that I've become very concerned about
. One is my weight... I'm only 114 pounds. If I didn't have Crohn's disease, this probably wouldn't concern me too much... but...
Since I do have Crohn's disease, it's become a concern of mine because... if I were to have a really bad flare with Crohn's in which I lost a lot of weight... well.... I'm already small as it is... Losing a lot of weight as I am now could be pretty dangerous. :(...
I've been trying to do things to gain weight (I suppose it doesn't help for a brief period, I was low on food, but that isn't a problem now)... But nothing I do seems to be working. I drink Ensure... I eat... I've even stuffed myself a few times (which isn't really a good thing for me to do since it always makes me feel so bloated and nauseous afterwards)...
I dunno if eating fattening foods would be an answer or not... Because that doesn't strike me as a very healthy thing to do... (I tend to forego red meats... and I'm lactose intolerant, so dairy is out of the question.)
I'm at a loss... It almost makes me miss being on prednisone... But... not quite, for obvious reasons.