A little disappointed today

Am feeling a bit disappointed that my experiment with natural control methods did not seem to work. A year ago I had one bad patch at the splenic flexure. Todays colonoscopy showed bad patches throughout the colon and a really bad area in the rectum. I have had a good year up until a week or two ago. Got some blood and urgency so Doc MacDermott moved up the colonoscopy by a month. So for all of you folks who are fighting the fight naturally congrats-its meds for me I'm sorry to say.