Hey, Tink. Holidays are a stressful time and make many people feel sad and lonely. I hope that you will be patient with yourself and realize that this moodiness will pass. Get out, have time with friends, try not to fret about
the Crohn's. It is what it is.
If you are taking your meds as prescribed and you are still having difficulties, I encourage you to visit your GI and talk over options for getting better results. Ask the forum for dietary suggestions or supplements that people use successfully to see if you can improve your health even more. There are a lot of good ideas here.
Happy holidays!