in the hospital once again!!!!!

I would say that, if possible, you should see a therapist or counselor. They can be extremely helpful in getting your thoughts straight, and helping to relieve anxiety. I don't know where I would be without mine! I think that maybe the hospital can provide one for you? I am not sure about that though. I am so sorry you are having such a rough time of it. This disease makes our body a prison, and it is incredibly difficult to deal with that reality. I sincerely hope that you start to feel better soon, and I am so, so sorry.

You are perfectly entitled to vent! It sounds to me as if you're having a really hard time there, and it's frustrating to keep landing in hospital, just when you think you're home free.

We have a few people here, including Nanners and stkitt, who are both former moderators of this forum, who are really good when it comes to discussing anxiety and Crohn's. With luck they'll see your thread and will be able to offer some good advice to help you.

Keep hanging in there; thinking of you,

Ivy.

I don't have any advice, but feel free to vent! I'd be pretty depressed and anxious with all that. Seriously, it seems like you are doing really badly with the Crohn's, so don't feel guilty for venting. Incidentally, I think this disease is just anxiety-inducing by its nature: my anxiety has got much worse over the past few years.