No, it's impossible to speak to a hospital consultant outside of appointments in this country - you can get a GP to call you back, but consultant, forget it.
Everyone from my mum to the IBD nurse herself seems to think I should get in touch with the stoma nurses, so that's what I've done. I've typed the email but I haven't sent it yet, because honestly I don't want to hear any more suggestions that I should take rectal meds or pred. But it feels too soon to say I'm thinking of surgery already, even though that's exactly what I'm thinking of.
Thing is, I just can't face trying all the same old useless, pointless meds again. I can't even pretend to go through the motions. I know mesalazine is useless in Crohn's, even if the IBD nurse obviously doesn't know it. I know that Pred doesn't work for longer than 2 seconds, even if once again the nurse doesn't know it. I don't know how to explain myself calmly and without seeming like I'm neurotic or chucking my toys out of the pram.
I also feel like the IBD nurse doesn't have a clue how bad I feel physically.
Post Edited (NiceCupOfTea) : 10/5/2015 8:31:03 AM (GMT-6)