I know I'm likely heading toward ileo; however I'm not mentally there ....yet.
My surgical team wants me to "exhaust all medical options" before surgery as with fistulating CD it would have to be a permanent ileo and highly likely rectum removal. My surgeon said the ideal would be to get my left sided inflammation under control so he could do a colostomy for me.
Regarding Stelara----it's already working!! The last 2 days I've only been once (from 3-4 all normal poops) and was able to eat and go for a drive, went to dinner without needing a bathroom. Unfortunately I'm still dealing with abscess pain. I hope it bursts on it's own like the others.
Canada-- you would not believe how disinterested the hospital GI's were. I was there for 6 weeks and only saw them 4-5 times. They had no imputus, desire or motivation to do anything. I literally had no IBD treatment while there. It was mainly pain control after an I & D. I'm mad at myself for not insisting the setons were removed much sooner than they were as I'm now dealing with withdrawal which is the worst.
I believe they've said it's from inflammation but they really don't know. That's all I've heard is that "we don't know" about
everything including if my PG would return around my stoma. The IBD wing was full of people with ostomy's and fistulas....it scared me. But so does this chronic abscessing and what it's doing systemically. I don't know how much more I can tolerate, but an ostomy seems like the wrong way to deal with it. I have been tempted to just stop everything, go back on IVIG and see what that does. Maybe I'm too surpressed ?
I was on clarithroymicin for about
10 weeks while on humira and HB. It didn't do anything (as far as I could tell) as I continued to abscess. HB was extremely helpful in helping my bowel urgency and my fistulas definately shrunk but the abscessing wouldn't stop. I'm afraid this current abscess will land me back in ER.....It's crazy how long this has been going on and there's no motivation to try and stop it. The recto-vag re-
opened last Monday....it had gone from 2mm to .06 mm.....
I think I can return to HB when I start aMAP----not sure when that will be though. I haven't made a GI appointment. I'm tired and lacking motivation. It's been a long fight. I hope to try and enjoy the summer, hopefully without another ER visit and the abscessing will subside....if not I'll need to look at an ileo----I trust my surgeon when he says that after 6-12 months when they reconnect the disease will return