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Welcome to the forum,we are very glad that you found us,and you will see that we will all try to support you as much as we can.
I agree with Karen,it might be time to get a second opinion on the meds. I would start with the counselor first as they will know the signs of you needing meds or not.
Please do not harm yourself anymore, if you feel that need again,try to get into the counselor asap.
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