Need advice and help.

Hi all.

I really don't know where to start.  I am hurting right now. Everything is going so wrong. I want to go into the HR profession amd I have a very supportive mentor and friend to help me get there. However, because most other things have gone wrong, I keep thinking that I am going to lose this person as a friend.  They have been very supportive about my depression and I know I wouldn't have got this without them. I have problems with eating too and this is getting to me a lot.

I don't have a good relationship with my parents and the only other person I could speak to died in 2006 and I don't think I have grieved for my auntie properly to protect my family. I miss her so so much.

My mum suffers with depression quite badly and she quite clearly blames me for her depression because of my disability. Due to the lies I have had from her I feel I can't trust her or anyone else for that matter. 

I can't deal with all this anymore

Brum 29                 

 

Hi Brum,

I think counselling would really help you too. It has helped me a lot over the last 6 months or so.

Also I think you need to learn to trust your friend, maybe you haven't been able to trust people in the past - but try & have some faith, they wouldn't help you if they didn't want to.

Brum hon, I'm sure just becaue you have disabilities there are good things about you. LIke common sense, you have enough common sense to want to get help. You know I have depression. My mum she saw the depression. I have Asperger's you see, its high functioning autism. I'm your talking and typing version. I always knew I was different, and it depressed me. Mum got a binder put a package of paper in it. Wrote a letter on each page at top of alphabet. Then I had the whole alphabet. After that, she took my positive charastics and put it witht he letter on the page. I had a whole binder of good things about me when she gave it to me. Last year, I snapped at my doctor didnt even notice depression was back. I had just lost a friend. I won a free ticket to counceling and medication. It helps, it really does. I am now a year later off medication and just go to counceling.

Hi Brum,

I am so happy that you visited the sites. Try to think positive, it gets us a lot farther. And remember that we are here for you.

Luv and hugs, Karen

Hi all,

Thank you for all your help.

I am just so tired and I just wonder how much more I can take of this. I keep having flashbacks of a very difficult time in my life. I have a good group of close friends, but I can't explain things to them.

Thanks
Brum 29