Posted 2/21/2009 5:53 PM (GMT 0)
Well it my last day (for now) here with her. On thursday night befor bed, I did try and ask her how shes been and how shes feeling after the dosage increase of Effexor...But all I got was an "Ok"....I didnt want to push her to talk, so I left it at that...The next morning I noticed that she had put her meds in her purse befor she left for work, leaving me to believe that her plans were not to come home last night in maybe the fear of me trying to push her to talk since it was our last night together... Well she didnt, I couldnt sleep at all. Since we havent been able to communicte, around 3am I started writting her a letter of how I was feeling, the thoughts in my head both good and bad, and what im hoping for. But I made a point to let her know that i DONT BLAME HER IN ANY WAY about THE SITUATION..that im here, when ever youre ready to talk, and that I wasnt accussing her at all, (pertains to my bad thoughts of the letter)..It ended up being a small book.23 pagaes.any one think that was a good idea or not?