Hi Bella,
I was just reading your posts for the first time. Although I do not know the situation regarding your parents death, I am very sorry to hear that. In one of your posts you made a comment that really hits home with me. I do not know your age, but I know I am dependent on my dad lots of times. He will be 81 this year. At the moment he is in pretty good shape although he had a minor heart attack several weeks back and they put some stents in. There is no history of heart problems in my family. I have never had a job that paid much to build up a savings. I am really worried about my future. I have one sister who is 2.5 years younger than me but is married and lives about 5 hours away. At my age, I should be alot further career wise.
I was glad to hear you find peace with God. To me, that is very important.
I wish I knew what to say about your headaches. I get headaches sometimes but they are not usually bad. If I can't get rid on one in a couple of days using tylenol, I do have some pain meds I can take. I agree with the others, you need to keep searching for the right dr. who can find the cause of your headaches.
I take zoloft for my depression. It helps but I still get really down at times. You mentioned you have a puppy. What type do you have? I find pets are very helpful. I have a 6 y/o shih tzu that I am crazy about. Just holding her at times helps some.
Please never give up. Everyone here is here for you. Please keep hanging in there, even if it means trying different drs. who can find the right meds for you. Like someone said, you may need to take more than one anti-depressent at the same time.
Please keep posting.
(((Hugs)))
Chelsi