Aurora where are you?

I was feeling so much more hopeful about life lately and then bam! I had a car acccident on Sunday and am back in the pit.

I am thankful no one was hurt and although it wasn't my fault am beating myself up for not preventing it. I lost my wonderul car and now have to deal with insuranceand  finding a new car by myself.

I have a rental car and am terrified to drive it.

It seems that whenever I get to feeling a little up, I get smacked back down.

I have had some moments in the last two days when people have supported me like angels with their words of encouragement and ran across a prayer I had written two years ago on a scrap of paper in my nightstand which recorded the trust I had in the Lord back in 07 when things started going bad for me.

I still trust, but wonder why the delay in answers and new problems popping up always to take away the little joy that comes my way.

Would love to hear from you Aurora.

But a word from anyone would be appreciated.

and to aurora, hoping you are okay. sending you my loving compassion. jamie.