hello to everyone bella is back online. Ive been in hospital for the past 7 weeks. I've been very sick but am better now, its still a long road for me though. This is the first time ive used a computer in a long time. My dog bella is lying here beside me, I've really missed her. I thought she wouldn't remember me but she did. I still get those tension headaches but I know it's all related to fear. Fear of the future that is. Well i will keep in touch, hope everyone is improving.