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Posted 7/18/2010 9:04 AM (GMT 0)
been having dark days, today the worst, feel numb from the pain. Feeling very lonely, I hate ****ography... alot. Tryed and tryed to resist urge for it... couldnt. hated waching it. feel sick and tired, feel like life cant get better, feel like god is only going to make life worse because i wached ****...  I no longer enjoy sleeping, eating, or getting out of bed. In a dark bad place of life, a sad dark lonely place.
Posted 7/18/2010 11:47 AM (GMT 0)
I know how hard it is to just want to stay in bed all day and not bother with anyone. The thing with depression that I've noticed is that you need to take the first step to get out of bed and then ask friends and family to help motivate you and give you something to look forward to.

I find that getting through the week is really tough, so I try to have something fun to do in the weekend so that way theres a light at the end of the tunnel.
Theres always a light, just remember that.
Posted 7/18/2010 12:28 PM (GMT 0)
Hi Arde

Welcome to the HW Depression Forum.

Shadow is right, you have to take that first step to get out of bed, ring your doctor and make an appointment to see him and tell him how you are feeling, how low you are. Maybe some meds and counselling might help you to get on top of it all. I agree .....graphy is not going to help your depression, neither will alcohol, it will only make it worse. I'm not saying you are drinking but I'm just saying.

I hope you get some help from your doctor and you will keep posting and let us know how you are going, you are amongst friends here on this forum.
Posted 7/18/2010 2:51 PM (GMT 0)
Hi Arde,

Welcome to HealingWell.  I agree with the others.  See your doctor on this one.  Get some meds or counseling.  That will help you.

Best wishes to you.

Hugs, Karen

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