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Posted 2/7/2011 10:47 AM (GMT 0)
today i seen my therapist. was good, had a good
day, have been in the moment, and for once i concerned
myself with nothing. the herbs have really alivened me,
i can focus better, buying them were expensive, even
though on special, but no reward without risk. i will
try to just be in the here and now, i realize i can only
do so much before i crash, thus i am not working to the
point of crashing. yeah hard when manic, darn hard but
if i can the reward is better sleep without the usual panic
attacks. my therapist said something interesting,
that you should work through it at the time, to let it
run it's course-sounds like expletive madness, but in truth
it is right. how dreadful, we want it over NOW- but it is
over when it is over. aaarrrggghhh i know!!! sent an e-mail
to the bloke about the course, he said give it to wednesday
then e-mail me and he will sought it. must be having prob's
processing people. i need to apply for funding and study money,
and the course begins on the 18th. they have had a month,
oh well, it will be soughted. am excited about studying
again, feel up to it more and more each day. sorry
about the long post. expression!! luv yas. jamie
Posted 2/7/2011 11:46 AM (GMT 0)
Glad you are feeling better!!  I like that advice or "letting it run its course"  sometimes when i try to force things it ends up being worse than riding it out.  I know how you feel about just wanting it over though.  Sounds like things are going well for you, you deserve it!!! yeah yeah yeah yeah
Posted 2/7/2011 11:58 AM (GMT 0)
thx a tad better, jamie
Posted 2/7/2011 3:09 PM (GMT 0)
You sound good Jamie, I am so happy for that. Keep up the good work.

Hugs, Karen
Posted 2/7/2011 8:46 PM (GMT 0)
Jamiee

Sit by yourself. Feel the wind, the sun on your face, the chair touching your bottom. Listen to the rustle of the trees, birds chirping, water flowing. Never think about the past or future. That is staying in the moment.

Blessings,
Kitt
Posted 2/7/2011 10:26 PM (GMT 0)
:) :)

Skitt, beautiful.
Jamie, take your time yeah? You'll stabilise soon. Trust me. I know.

arielle.
Posted 2/8/2011 1:10 AM (GMT 0)
thx guys, means a lot. good to see you posting WB. with compassion, jamie
Posted 2/8/2011 9:24 AM (GMT 0)
crashed pretty hard today, slept all day. a mate had 2 wake me at 3pm. will be up 4 a while now!! the joys of bi-polar affective disorder type 1, i guess!!!
will go with the flow. diabetes specialist tomorrow arvo. my sis dropped in, but was kind enough to let me sleep. she is not good. will explain later. thx 4 caring, jamie
Posted 2/8/2011 12:47 PM (GMT 0)
Get rest Jamie. You need it. Sorry about the mania. Hope that you are feeling better now.

Hugs, Karen
Posted 2/8/2011 1:45 PM (GMT 0)
Keep well Jamie :) here for you.

arielle.
Posted 2/8/2011 1:45 PM (GMT 0)
yeah a tad. nearly 1am, of to bed 4 a bit. thx karen, jamie
Posted 2/8/2011 5:34 PM (GMT 0)
jamiee,

We always long for what others have and in my case I would love to take some of the mania off of you for even a few hours. Better make it hpomania though. You rest and let your body recoup.

I am here for you friend so find peace in the moment and
REMEMBER TO LOVE YOU. BE YOU AND BE TRUE.

Hugs,
Kitt
Posted 2/8/2011 10:39 PM (GMT 0)
thx guys, means a lot. jamie.
Posted 2/9/2011 7:15 AM (GMT 0)
well today i saw the diabetic specialist, interesting to note is that being manic can and does elevate sugars and being down drops them. since my last 3 month test my hb1ac has come down. 11.4 down to 9.8, this is positive. tomorrow i begin testing again, i loathe it, 4 times a day, and i am to write down my state of mind. see her again in 2 weeks. will be talking to the shrink regarding my seroquel-it is spiking my sugars at night to high and too often. it states it as a side -effect (primary) ok i am tired. luv 2 you all, jamie.

Posted 2/10/2011 3:59 AM (GMT 0)
GOT A CALL BACK-----FINALLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SIGN UP FOR THE COURSE TUES. YEEEEAAAAHHHH!!!! WILL BE

DOING A DIPLOMA OF COMMUNITY SERVICES (MENTAL HEALTH) HOPEFULLY THE GOVERNMENT FUNDING COMES THROUGH, AND I GET MY STUDY MONEY APPROVED AS WELL. THX, JAMIE. :-)

Posted 2/10/2011 11:33 AM (GMT 0)
Yay Jamie,

I am so happy to hear this!!!

Congrats!!!

Hugs, Karen
Posted 2/10/2011 11:40 AM (GMT 0)
Good times. Good that you got some fantastic news!!!!!!!!!!!!! well done Jamie.
Posted 2/10/2011 12:09 PM (GMT 0)
THX GUYS. yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah JAMIE
Posted 2/10/2011 1:59 PM (GMT 0)
sweet! congrats! turn turn turn turn turn tongue tongue
Posted 2/10/2011 4:33 PM (GMT 0)
Way to Go my friend - Happy Days for you !

Kitt
Posted 2/10/2011 11:33 PM (GMT 0)
thx, thx, thx all!!!! jamie :-0)
Posted 2/12/2011 10:59 AM (GMT 0)
SO SAD, SO DEPRESSED. I HATE THIS... nono ....I HATE WHAT HAS HAPPENED. nono SO DEPRESSED...............

JUST NOTHING....................................

cry   cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry :-(

JAMIE.

Posted 2/12/2011 1:50 PM (GMT 0)
I promise, it will pass Jamie. But I am sorry you are feeling this way in this moment.
Posted 2/12/2011 3:52 PM (GMT 0)
jamie,

I so agree with AWTY, with time and good friends, like your friends here in the forum, you will pull out of this depression and life will turn right side up again.

Gentle Hugs,
Kitt
Posted 2/12/2011 10:10 PM (GMT 0)
thx kitt. thx awty. jamie :-(
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