I am so sorry that nobody responded. Maybe it was late. And the views aren't always from members that can post on here. It counts nonmember views too. It was just at a time when there probably wasn't anybody on. I am really sorry.
It is really hard to reach out. But you have taken the first step by posting here. This is a wonderful group of members who really do care about
you. Are you from the US? We have members from other countries that post at different times of the day. Sometimes you have to wait a day to read the responses.
Please do post again. Know that we all care about
you and how you are feeling.
take care,
Hugs, Karen
PS I am glad that you came back...