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Posted 5/11/2012 1:15 PM (GMT 0)
Ya'll, I CANT WAIT to sleep late tomorrow. After work today, I am bartending an event. I know I'll want to sleep after that. I have so much monogramming to do up at the store, but I have to remind myself it is on MY time and it is a second job. Sleeeeepppp will be so nice!

Saved $30 at Walmart last night. I'm collecting quite a few items and since I live alone, I'm contemplating turning my dining room into some sleek storage. I have a table that sits two, but whenever I cook for my friend, we usually just eat in the living room. We will see.... the OCD is kicking in in "good" ways like it used to. When I first moved in my apt this time last year, I totally re-did 4 rooms... seems that has become my focus again, so I'll go with it!

Hope everyone has a great day

Courtney
Posted 5/11/2012 1:28 PM (GMT 0)
lol lanie its ok i post here cause of my friends here
Posted 5/11/2012 2:22 PM (GMT 0)
Wow, that is strange. I am sorry that your post disappeared. Sometimes that happens. If you would like to repost it, feel free to. Must be a ghost on the forum. I had one post that was deleted because it was spam. A moderator did it. But it never said who it was. I think that was wierd. But weirder things have happened. So sorry about that.

Hugs, Karen
Posted 5/11/2012 2:37 PM (GMT 0)
Why is it so hard to hold on to happiness? I just want to be ok and it is always a constant struggle.
Today is one of those days when i dont want to be with anyone. I just want to go to the park and sit and draw all day.
I actually slept last night though. After days and days of not going to sleep till really late and getting up early i was finally exhausted.
I am always lonely but i am finding i do it to myself.
I miss my girl so much right now. She always takes away some of the hurt i feel all the time but i have not talked to her since she was out with her friends and sisters last night.
It kills me that her ex was there to. I know that she was there because she is friends with her sisters but it still hurts.

Just got off the phone with her. Her phone is dead so she called me from her ex's phone. Why does this hurt so much?
I dont want to be upset anymore. I am so tired of crying and hurting.
Posted 5/11/2012 5:05 PM (GMT 0)
Some of our best work is done when we are depressed and need a release. Take your sketch pad to the park and sit and draw. I think that sounds like a fantastic idea.

You know she loves you. Don't worry about her ex. If they are friends, so be it. Trust her and don't worry. Just continue to occupy your time the way that you have been. You are doing a good job. I know it isn't easy, but you will get through this. How long is she going to be gone? I do think you need to work on feeling less insecure in the relationship. Have faith. Know that things happen for a reason and that often good things come out of it. You will be okay. Just keep plugging along from one day to the next. Go and sit and draw. I bet you will do some fantastic work. Let us know how it goes.

Hugs, Karen

PS I paint. I haven't done it in a long time, but I use acrylics and am a surrealist.
Posted 5/11/2012 5:20 PM (GMT 0)
Thanks IG,

I will go and look at it.

Glad you are having a great day!!!

Hugs, Karen

PS Sunny here too...
Posted 5/11/2012 5:21 PM (GMT 0)
Lanie,

Thanks for the explanation. Thought it was a HW ghost... lol...

Hugs, Karen
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