Jamie, sorry you are feel sad. I had bipolar disorder and I know how you feel. I had panic attacks all the time, mental confusion and disorientation, anxiety, no energy and always hungry. Besides seeing a psychiatrist I went for psychotherapy. It really changed my life. I learned how to think positive instead of dwelling on negativity. The doctor put me on Resperidol which help me stabilize my moods. Today I have a positive attitude. Hope this helps and good luck.