Hi
You need to find a med that works for you. If you take a med for 6 weeks and it doesnt help... its time to move on. The SSRI's did not work well for me either. My long term depression has finally lifted now...
I do well with the MAOI's. Nardil and Parnate. Parnate is the best for me. Their is a special diet with these early meds but they work well.
These drugs have high ratings to end depression but many doctors will not prescribe them because your blood pressure can jump very high if you dont follow the food restrictions.
The only food restriction I take seriously are NO chesse, wine, soy, or tap beer.
In the mean time... treat yourself well. Try your best to be healthy.
Eat more greens... less sugar. Drink more water... NO soda.
Remember depression is a sickness, do not blame anybody, including yourself. Do not give up. Pray.
Best wishes.
JC