I am so depressed.
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I have to admit it because I am having suicidal thoughts. I can't 'cause I have a kid. and a husband. I wouldn't do that to them.
This is so crazy. Things in my life are good. My health sucks, but anyone looking in would think I got it pretty good. I am just pushing through each day to make it to the end and bed. I have trouble getting up in the mornings. My husband is great, but I can't let him know how bad I am, he is a fixer.
I did find out recently that I have low cortisol level. Does anyone know if this could be the cause?