I'm ok not happy but ok to the point where i guess its better to just forget about everything and start a fresh.but the thing is i lost everything that i had before my accident. i lost friends, girl, and now i'm always gonna have pains here and there on my legs. it sux to tell u the truth cause i'm the only one who learned something from my accident. everyone told me bullcrap. i learned this and i learned that but if u see them out and about they havent changed anything. i guess from all the crap thats happened to me i just grew up and became myself.i listen to just myself though and haven't really cared to much bout anyone other than my family. but everythuiing that was said to me by the people in this forumm i'll keep in mind and i want to thank all of u for the support. 
i guess this is just part of growing up i guess. thnx for the support.
depessedone.