KC,
You are not alone, this happens to all of us! Feel free if you are on face book to friend me. Send me an email and I will give you my last name. Than you can instant message me and talk plain.
The following is a link to a face book page that I found very helpful in my dark times, knowing I was not alone.
/www.facebook.com/towriteloveonherarms/?fref=ts&rf=115038478510163I hope this helps you.
Peace and strength
Trina