Hello to all. I cannot believe that I found this forum!
Here is my story:
I had a baby in Jan. 2005. Since I was having some difficulty with my hormones adjusting, I went to my doc. and asked for help - I had heard hormones are sometimes given to help level out a new mom. Instead, I was told that I probably was having some post-partum depression. (This was 8 weeks post-partum). Then I was prescribed Zoloft - 100 mg. per day.
It really seemed to help me function better and deal with things and as many have said "not worry about the little things". However, more sleep might have also helped me. As a new mom - I was not getting more than 2-3 hrs. of sleep at a time for 5 1/2 months.
I lost 25 pounds during my first month and a half after the birth of my baby. However, over the next few months I slowly gained back ALL of that weight, despite the fact that I was breasfeeding. (BTW I do think it was more flabby weight than when I was pregnant). So I began feeling very bad about the fact that I could not seem to lose weight, despite a pretty healthy diet and burning plenty of calories breastfeeding and caring for a newborn.
I joined a gym and worked out about 4-5 days a week for over a month and lost about 1-2 pounds. That's it. I am a healthy eater - I had my times of cravings for carbs and extra calories from breastfeeding, but that went away some time ago. I became extremely self conscious, especially around my family and my husband's family. I thought perhaps I would lose weight if I stopped breastfeeding because my hormone levels would level out. However, when I thought about how healthy and happy my baby was, I decided that I would rather him be taken care of, even if that meant me not losing weight.
I took myself off of Zoloft about 2 1/2 to 3 weeks ago and definitely did not properly wean myself off the meds. However, I had NO idea that I could experience withdrawal symptoms. I began feeling lightheaded, dizzy, lost balance, (even fell down once), felt that I was slipping, was very edgy, everything would set me off and make me impatient and intolerable to others. I had EXTREME muscle pains - has anyone else experience muscle pains in the back?
Finally, I went to the doctor. Told them of my problems. Let them know that I was desperately trying to figure out what was wrong. I also told them that no matter how little I ate I could not lose weight - I am still breastfeeding and do not consume more that 1200-1500 calories on a daily basis. I don't eat fast food, junk, drink soda very rarely, etc. I let them know that something is very wrong.
They took blood to check my thyroid and sent me home. Things got worse and worse and I really thought something was going to happen to me - something bad like falling while I was carrying my baby or passing out, etc. Then I talked to the doc. office again desperately trying to get help - was told thyroid test was normal. Then they told me to go back on Zoloft and that my symptoms were common with people who went off of the meds. (WHY did someone not tell me this when I was at the doctor's office?)
So, I began taking the meds again. Then I started doing searches on the web for side effects of Zoloft because I was concerned, and I was not sure if the nurse practitioner knew what she was talking about. I truly wish that she would have let me know that people can experience terrible WITHDRAWAL symptoms and that was the truth about my experience. She could have cared less just trying to get me out of the way because she was dealing with me over the phone.
I did not expect to find out that it causes weight gain when I did my internet search about Zoloft and cannot believe that many of you have experienced the same withdrawal symptoms. Thank you all for sharing your info. so that I know I am not crazy and everything that I was feeling was the result of these meds.
Now I have got to get off of it...who knows how much of the trace minute amounts are getting into my baby through breastmilk!!! I want to be healthy and I want to be skinny and pretty again.