I find myself thinking

It's 4 am here in CA and I am awake.

I find myself thinking of Rob and Skitt (Anxiety)

I am not sure why, I think of them often but not like this not so much as I have been lately. I have been down quite a bit lately as we have all been sick and such but I find this a bit odd really. I never met Rob or Kitt in person but I miss them both dearly lately.

They both helped so many no matter how they felt. This is so odd for me to be thinking of them. I am not sure what to think. I also think that all of the HW family would benefit from a " fallen angels" page so all of those we have lost will be remembered for the awesome people and friends that they are. So many people go everyday and we have reminders so I guess I wonder why not a page here for them.

Yes Roblee is so strong and keeping it very real with his experience, just as Rob did. Helping others as he would need help. Kitt was the same way as well. I do celebrate them and remember them in my heart of course. I was very emotional the other morning for some reason. So lost family and friends come to the forefront. I'm strange

I agree with HT.

Those of us that have suffered greatly, are more human in compassion than those that have suffered little.

Balance

RobLee,

I am sure that you handled things the best that you could at the time. Don't sell yourself short. Things do happen for a reason and often there is something to be learned. Know we are all a work in progress.

Depression is pretty much natural to experience when we are told we have cancer. I am sure that you will enter it at the right time. Go with the flow so to speak.

I hope you have a good day.

Hugs, Karen...

And yes, Dawn and everybody. Kitt and Rob are deeply missed. They both played important rolls in our lives. They will always be remembered on this forum.

I agree with HT and Karen.

Try not to regret the past, nothing can be done to change that and it made you who you are today.

As for bringing up depression on your blog.

The greatest stigma of depression is that no one recognizes it and no one asks or talks about it.
Remember how that felt, how that feels?
It makes the person believe they do not really have a diagnosis to be treated, that people do not care, even tho logically they know someone loves and cares for them.

Kitt and Rob are not longer with us. They both passed from cancer. Kitt was a moderator and Rob was member with a sweet little dog that he always mentioned in his posts. Both were very positive.

John and I used to give to Platletts on a regular basis. We would stop in and talk to people in the chemo room on the way to the childrens cancer ward. We had a therapy dog named Maddie.

To this day we never have met, more positive and mindful people. Amazing. I am sure they all had their moments, but you could see the happiness in their eyes. Was not fake.

Peace
Trina

Thank you Roblee,

I believe, everyone can be wonderful if given and accept a chance, it is deep inside somewhere.

that includes horrible, nasty people, to have the chance to see they need help.

Religion aside, my outlook on life basically is: to fight the darkness of the world, we all need to become a light, one person at a time.

This is just me. Don't know if this make me a good person or a fool. It is what it is.

Peace.
Trina