Posted 7/20/2017 6:39 PM (GMT 0)
Thanks for the replies.
I signed up with betterhelp.com. I have been assigned a person who I have started chatting with. The good thing is that I can cancel anytime I want to. I'll keep posting here about how it's going.
Gosh I would give anything to have some happy feelings again.
Lately just getting out of bed is a struggle. I have a few Xanax from an old prescription that I took a couple of years back when I was having anxiety, and trouble sleeping. It really does work to calm me, but I don't have much, and my new Dr. (Since my old one went to a different practice) won't subscribe it at all. She gave me sertraline which I took for 2 months, but seemed to only make me feel worse. I'd rather struggle with nothing. When taking that I could not sleep or eat at all. I lost about 10 lbs. I am already thin, so I felt skinny and ugly. I've gained some weight back now due to the Xanax that I am taking sparingly. I take a piece of one and get my appetite back. I'm still hoping it's just a faze I am going through like the last time a couple of years ago. I think it lasted about 6 months or so then. This time it seems to be a little more intense.
It's nice to have a place to come and get things off of my chest. Thanks to anyone who listens.