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Posted 3/9/2022 7:12 PM (GMT 0)
I hate everything, IDK what is the point anymore, what am I really living for, cause all I can say is that there isn’t much, everything in my life has been pointless and it’s not exactly worth it. All I am living for atm is my music and maybe, just maybe my dog. and that is it. I just want to be happy once again. But nuuu, I have to be miserable, Why do I have to be depressed, if I wasn’t depressed, most of my problems would disappear. I hate life. I hate being human. I cannot find much joy. I hate the world. I would also very much appreciate no more thoughts about questioning my existence, Like shoo thoughts.  I totally am feeling better.. (was sarcasm).  I think I am just going to have a breakdown at this point. But, I cannot have a breakdown either because I don’t have the energy or tears for it at all.

Please email me for support

Post Edited By Moderator (getting by) : 3/9/2022 1:26:09 PM (GMT-7)

Posted 3/9/2022 8:24 PM (GMT 0)
Skylar,

I see on your other thread that Trina (Bntaffraid) offered to talk to you through email.

I am sorry you hate everything for there are many beautiful things in this world. But you have to be able to appreciate them.

I don't know what you expect out of life, but it really is what you make it. It isn't like other things make us happy. Happiness comes from within. You have to be positive and have a good attitude for anything to give you pleasure.

I asked you before it you have a psychiatrist or a therapist but you failed to answer. I Mentioned meditation and mindfulness and books are very helpful. Have you gotten any books? Have you tried meditation or mindfulness? These things really help and it is our responsibility to help ourselves as much as possible.

I am going to change the title of your post and some of the text as what you have written can be triggering to others. And we aren't supposed to talk about suicide for that reason. I am also going to take out your email because it isn't safe. You can put it in your profile and only members can see it.

I really hope that you do some things to help yourself. Only you can do it, we can't do it for you. We can support you and talk to you through internet, but the real work has to be done by you.

I wish you the best.

Hugs, Karen...
Posted 3/9/2022 9:03 PM (GMT 0)
I do have a physiatrist and therapist. Do u have an email we could talk on.
Posted 3/12/2022 5:40 PM (GMT 0)
Skylar i am sad that you are going through this
I have emailed you.

Perhaps calling your Psychiatrist explain what is going on.
Might need a med increase or change.
Work the skills you have. think about adding some.
Investigate the links i gave you.
[we are not clinical here just some people going through it together]
No can help us unless we communicate with our clinical supports

Your are strong enough to post here
You really are strong enough to be a self advocate. you can do this!
Posted 3/27/2022 1:44 PM (GMT 0)
Hi I feel the same as you most of the time,,, Its tough its a hard thing to live feeling miserable an lonely bored an like nothing much makes you happy except simple things which yo cant do all the time so cant be happy constantly ... I like eatin I like it food but i cant eat all the time as it would make me obese an feel worse,,,, I mainly think im living for others so as not to upset my son who is 9 so I cant leave him ,, an and my dad who is a very nice man an never done anything to hurt me ,,, my mum she isnt really someone i think about living for as she hardly sees me an is very happy with her husband an dog and going to the pub most days lol Sorry I cant think of anything vert good to tell you except I feel sometimes the older i get the less i worry an care about stuff like wats the point of it all,,, we just have to try to make the best of it even though we know it will never be perfect x
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Posted 3/28/2022 5:26 PM (GMT 0)
Pombear:

It’s good that you wrote in. That does sound tough, just wondering if you’ve ever been to a psychiatrist and taken medicine for depression?

I could probably write some of that if I wasn’t on medicine for depression (Mirtazapine) and then a stabilizer like Lithium which keeps the anti-depressant from sending me into mania and possibly panic attacks. I have bipolar.

In a way you sound like you are doing well in spite of a difficult situation. With the situation being your depression.

My grandmother had bipolar also, but it was during the 1930s and 1940s when there was no medicine, so she had to go to a state hospital 100 miles from her home.
Now, with modern medicine, we can be treated in our homes. That’s a huge improvement.
Posted 4/5/2022 4:05 AM (GMT 0)
Pombear
Please look at our resource thread at top.
No one is perfect.

Some may think they are. But that is only their perception.

We are all here for each other.
Stay well
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