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Posted 9/20/2006 1:02 PM (GMT 0)
i have a depression, my sceen is not good i have a acne, and many people say me that is a not need worry about this, but acne is crush all my live, and i not wont living somthimes, in a past i like a many things go, but now my live is samthing slow motion in nowhere. somthimes i think about suicide, but somthimes i wont a live. i know i need a find a interests but i cant.
Posted 9/20/2006 4:07 PM (GMT 0)

Hi nash, Welcome to healing well.  I understand it is difficult posting for the first time and trying to reach out to people who you don’t know.  I'm not too sure that I understand what your trying to say in your post here...perhaps your not from America and have difficulty with English?  Please correct me if I’m wrong.

Depression is a devastating disease and if left untreated can potentially have horrific effects on a person.  I have had depression for many years and been on and off meds several times over the course of these times.  I would strongly suggest that you seek professional help immediately.  Especially if your having thoughts of ending your life.  There is no reason for you to have to live your life like this in pain.  I am going to post a few links below for you just incase you ever feel the need to use them then you will have them...Please know that we are always here so feel free to continue to post.  Take care

http://suicidehotlines.com/international.html

http://suicide.com/suicidecrisiscenter/

http://suicidehotlines.com/
Posted 9/20/2006 5:00 PM (GMT 0)
Hi Nash,
I am sorry to hear you are not feeling good. I found some support on the chat rooms here and the people on this forum are really nice. I used to have some acne too and it will go away. I hope you continue to post and know that no one will judge you here. Please be careful.
Take Care,
Annie
Posted 9/20/2006 6:51 PM (GMT 0)
Hello Nash, I am sorry that you are feeling so lost at this time. I also suggest seeking professional help for your depression, and also medical help for your acne, since there are medication available to help clear up acne problems. A good therapist will hopefully be able to help you with your self esteem problems, and help you with your depression issues as well, and possibly be able to get you on appropriate medication for the depression. I hope that you feel better soon with your depression, and come here often to talk about your issues. Take care Nash Phoelona
Posted 9/20/2006 7:12 PM (GMT 0)
i was go to therapist and drematologist, and i was use a many medicine, for example Zinerit, Scinoren, Accutane, but it no help much, and you was write i not from usa, i from russia, and i have a difficulte with eanglish langwige, howewer, thnks for links, but i think my live is end, its a sad, but what can i do, mayby relly if i go to other world, mayby there live is cool, i mean in a paradise. i not afreid die, but i afraid pain, i know i a man, and i not mast pain, but i afraid, and i feel so alone myself, becouse nobody not understand what i feel.
Posted 9/20/2006 9:39 PM (GMT 0)
Like people have said above nash, although we're all random strangers here, we have been or are going through tough times and can relate to certain degrees. We are here to help and talk you through it if you want or give you resources for help in other methods. A lot of times I feel alone but coming to this site has helped because I know there are people out there that'll listen without being mean or rude and will try to help with working out the problems.
Posted 9/21/2006 6:08 AM (GMT 0)
Things will get better soon Nash, sometimes it seems like there is no hope, but it always gets better.  Please try some of the chat rooms or even keep responding in this forum.  We all want to help you get better.  Even though we dont know you we all know what it is like to be really deep in depression and can relate to what you are feeling.

Are there hobbies or activites that you enjoy? 

I know what it is like to be really down, but things do get better.  Hang in there :-) .

Take Care and Respond soon,

Annie

Posted 9/21/2006 9:08 AM (GMT 0)
thanks Annie and Icarus, for you wordsyou right i need tolk with sombody, but i was go to chat now and there are nobody no present, and i like a in a week end wath a formula-1, in a past i was like swimming, but now, i don't know, i remember i like a reed a same jurnal and book and now i not have a happy when do it, onething i like now it's' a listen a music.
Posted 9/21/2006 12:19 PM (GMT 0)

Hi Nash, I am sorry that there wasnt anyone in chat for you to speak to.  I think perhaps the problem may be that there is a huge time difference considering where you live.  It is wonderful that you remember the things you like to do and try to keep those things in mind.  Listen to the music that makes you most happy...I dont know how old you are but is there a parent or friend that you can speak to regarding this?  Please do seek out the help of your physician, there are many medications that can help for depression and will help greatly with making these feelings that your having (that most of us have dealt with before) go away.

I posted above an International suicide crisis hotline for you, there is always someone there to speak to all you have to do is pick up the phone.....

http://suicideandmentalhealthassociationinternational.org/Crisis.html

http://suicidehotlines.com/international.html

Posted 9/21/2006 8:02 PM (GMT 0)
thanls for links, and you right i can't chat becouse its a different thime, now i have a 4:00 a.m. and you say that you dont know haw old are me, i 21 years old.
Posted 9/22/2006 1:40 AM (GMT 0)
Hi Nash,

It is good that you have hobbies that make you happy.  I know when I feel low I like to go for a run.  Is there a place where you can go swimming?  Perhaps inside? 

Are there any groups that your involved in or ones that you would like to join in your community?

I hope you find more activities that you enjoy and that will make you feel better!

Keep in touch and I hope you are feeling better!

Take Care,

Annie :-)

Posted 9/22/2006 3:07 AM (GMT 0)
hey, did you say formula 1? (sorry mods, I know you can't post links to other forums) but go to www.motorsportfoum.com They have a great deal of forums for different kind of racing series. I in particular am fascinated by rally racing and hope to do that once school is over (have been doing it amateurly so far). They have a lot of people and they're all really cool...just something else to get into maybe. Take care.
Posted 9/22/2006 9:46 AM (GMT 0)
no Annie in a my city now i not swimming, becouse we have only swimming pools, but i not go to swimming pools, and we have a river called Enisey, its a very big river but now woter is cold, so i not go to river. and i not have grooms, and of course i with love to join with somthing groops, but where?

and Icarus i was say really a formula-1, it's avery popular race in a world, i was reed a statistik and there was write that 500 million people in the world wath a formula. and i know a site called www.f1-live.com and there very interesting thing i was reed. and i reed a news on this cite, i was reed that Michael Schumaher (its a 7 champions title) he is go away from formula-1. and i think it's a bad that he go away. becouse he is a master.
Posted 9/25/2006 6:56 PM (GMT 0)
Hi Nash,

I just wanted to see how you are feeling.

I hope you are feeling better.

Take Care,

Annie

Posted 9/26/2006 6:20 AM (GMT 0)
i hope too
Posted 9/26/2006 4:23 PM (GMT 0)
Nash your post on Anxiety was answered ...
Lyn hope you feel better really I do
Life is worth living beautyis on the inside not outside
I ahe scars and sores they are horrid looking but I carry on because I want to live love and laugh and beat this Aniety/ Panic and deoression ......I hope you got in touch with Hotlines it is very important to us
you are important to us
Lyn....
Anxiety panic forum
Posted 9/26/2006 4:42 PM (GMT 0)
yes i was see, thanks, for fast answer
Posted 9/26/2006 5:37 PM (GMT 0)
Nash . Hope you are feeling better at this time, I am going to give you my email address. I am a live in caregiveer for an elderly gentleman from Russia (Slovakia). If you will email me and give me an email address, I will send you his phone number, and you may call him if you wish, and talk to him since he speaks Russian, and maybe will understand your concerns, and what is available in Russia for you to do there for your Depression. My email address is [email protected]. Take care Nash Phoelona
Posted 9/26/2006 8:23 PM (GMT 0)
yes Phoelona, of course i will write to you
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