im new and i just wanted to say hello to all the members of the healing well. Im just looking to make some friends and get through this sadness. im always here to listen and be a shoulder to cry on for anyone who needs to talk.
Has anyone else realized that telling a complete stranger their problems and about their depression is a lot easier then telling someone who you know in person? I find that I an more open to someone who I have never met then talking to lets say my sister. I hope that we can be there for one another helping each other along the way.
My problem is that my saddness comes and goes. One day im happy the next i am so sad that all i want to do is stay in a room alone with my thoughts. Saddness for me comes in a gust of wind, hitting me really hard and me shocked not knowing what to do. I guess what I am really depressed about is the feeling and thought of how my life will end up. Will i end up alone? will anyone ever love me? What is the meaning of life? Why are we put here? and Whats the point of living? As you can probably see i have many questions running through my mind and none of them have answers and this drive me crazy. To the point where i am crying and i am so depressed to the point where i dont want to be on this earth anymore. I know that those of you who are depressed know where i am coming from and i find comfort in knowing that i am not the only one out there.
sitting, waiting, wishing