no one knows

Hi Scotty,
The one thing is you can't let other people varify who you are. I think you need to learn that this is all within yourself. You say she makes you feel good. Actually you feel good when you are with her. There is a difference. You have to learn to be your own person and not use others to achieve your identity. I know that it hurts you right now. But you need to work on yourself right now. Your confidence comes from within. People are attracted to confident people. When you need others to validate your feelings it makes you look insecure and women are not attracted to that. Work on yourself and before you know it, you will be finding the woman that is meant for you. I promise. Just keep working on yourself and find things that interest you other than women. I can't stress that enough.

Good luck to you

hugs,

Karen

PS The first one always stays on your mind, you will remember her forever. But that doesn't mean that she was the one for you.