Hi Zukamaya,
The first thing that I want to do is welcome you to the HW depression forum. We have a lot of wonderful people here and I am sure that you will feel comfortable.
Everybody is seeming to be going through hard times right now. I don't know where you live, but my problem is this long grueling winter. I have been depressed lately waiting impatiently for spring to get here. Though it is technically here by what the calender says, we got another 5 inches of snow today. Yuck!
I do agree with you on not making any hasty decisions right now while the depression seems worse. You will be looking at things differently as soon as you feel better. When I am depressed, as I am now, I try not to make any decisions that will effect my life to that extreme. So you are correct to hold off until you feel better.
I am sure that others will come along with advice for you. Though I think you are on the right track. I am sorry about your job situation. Maybe you can find something else that will help you to feel better about yourself. Sometimes change is a good thing when you aren't feeling good. A new job could be just what you need.
I hope that you feel better soon.
Hugs, Karen