update

im doing well lately im off lex . i still have a bit of anxity im trying not to think of the x but it is so tough when everything i see and do reminds me of her. i recently jus got back from a small vaca to visit family but the thing was i brought her up there last summer and all the places i past had some meaning. i know i should look back on how much fun we had and be happy. i loved her so much i should be happy that she is happy now but it hurts in side thinking about what she is and prob is doin. im sorry if i sound selfish but i would of done anything 4 her. tomorrow i start a new part time job at a bar im sure this is gonna take my mind off of her and mmaybe i can meet someone new.