After being very depressed for about
7 years now, I am finally out of the parents house and with insurance and trying to get myself taken care of. Within the last 3 weeks my feelings have probably been the worst they've ever been. I was given .25 mg xanax to take "As needed" yet I feel like i ALWAYS need it. I was having chest pains and after trying to get ahold of someone to drive me to the hospital I had a panic attack. I went back to the doctor and was given Zoloft. I have only been on it for about
4 days. I can barely sleep at night. I did fall asleep and had the worst, most vivid nightmare of my entire life. Horrible gruesome nightmare that made me have terrible anxiety when I woke up, to the point where I didn't leave the house that day. I tried to fall asleep last night but I kept seeing things, my vision was fading in and out with the darkness of the room. I have LOTS of suicidal thoughts, I always have but they have been pretty bad recently. Basically, has anyone else had nightmares after beginning Zoloft or other antidepressants, or have you had any sort of hallucinations/ weird vision?
I also want to know how anyone deals with having to get up and go to work, I am so anxious and depressed and have no motivation to do anything. Any advice/ words of wisdom would be great.
-Paige