i chose my own clothes today, i haven't done that in two months. i took a shower and dressed myself. it helps my self esteem a little bit, seeing how i look all nice and tidy. it is still difficult to dress up for no purpose other than to just do it, but i do it nonetheless.
also i have gained a little weight because of the zyprexa, so i fit my clothes well now (i used to be stick thin).
just rambling,
eli