hi scareandscarred.
understand the issues you posted. i would see your doctor-you may have a diagnosis that incorporates all of the symptomology. pls keep posting, thx for having the courage to do so, this is the first step in aiding your recovery. if you feel comfortable in support groups then i would suggest this to your doc. doctors are very well versed in diagnosis, treatment and on referal.
jamie, male, 37
mdd, iddm, severe borderline personality disorder. hormone deficency, diabetic nuropathy, lombroscal spine, water work issues.