I can't tell you how not to be depressed, but it sounds like you need to talk to someone... I find I have highs and lows of depression, I've been low for a few days and found out I really need drugs to help me deal.... I ran out of my pristiq and was climbing the walls..... In the back of my mind I didn't think I needed them...And I agree with jamie you need something to keep your mind off your problems so much.... Its hard I know
Dawn