I havent been on much at all. So, I wanted to add an update of my med change from Paxil to Cymbalta.
Its been just over 4 weeks. No side-effects at first. Slowing started noticing dry mouth and loss of appetite. Those have progressively gotten worse. Then, started having severe panic attacks. And started feeling worse than ever, my depression that is. I called the doctor and he wants to see me before we make any changes. So, I have an appt Friday.
This past week and a half has almost been hell on Earth for me. The loss of appetite has turned into not eating at all. And the panic attacks have started to include rage as well..and a return to old habits. I am now feeling dizzy, lightheaded, weak(from getting sick and throwing up), constant headache, severe depression, and anxiety overload. Luckily, I have had my best friend at my side the past few days to help me along and now I have a doc appt so...
Im also thinking of admitting myself when I go to the doctor. In order to stay safe while either switching meds or adding a new med. And then of course continuing therapy and talking to my pdoc.
Its trial and error sometimes and we cant predict how we will react to any given medication so.. I now know that Cymbalta is NOT for me. And I am going to put it behind me and go on to the next medication and pray that it provides more stability and support. Strike one in my book... but Im not ready to give up! This is treatable, and thats my ultimate goal.. to get better. Only time can tell. Wish me luck. Take care and best wishes to all of you!